Wednesday, August 15, 2012

26 Ramadhan


26 Ramadhan 1433H.

Soalan diajukan pada diri : Apa yang aku dapat sepanjang ramadan kali ini?

Tersentak. Apa yang aku dapat sepanjang lebih 20 hari bulan mulia ini berlalu? Gembira, sedih atau sekadar berpuas hati dengan ibadah yang dilakukan? Bertemukah aku dengan malam Lailatulqadar yang dicari-cari? Atau sekadar leka bergembira & bersedih dengan manusia sekeliling?

Adakah aku tergolong antara yang mendapat cinta Ilahi? Berfikir sejenak.. 
Masa berlalu begitu pantas. Mungkin Ramadan kali ini masih belum dimanfaatkan sebaik mungkin.

"Petanda Ramadan kita baik, kita merasakan perjalanan masa tidak terlalu laju seperti dakwaan kebanyakan. Menikmati setiap detik yang hadir." (saifulislam, 2012)

Sedih disitu kerana masa seperti mencemburui aku. Nazar yang diniatkan masih belum disempurnakan. Haih.. Timbul pula persoalan yang lain: Cukupkah 4 hari yang berbaki ini untukku perbaiki diri? 
InshaAllah, dengan izin Allah. Buang rasa rendah diri itu sejenak demi mengejar keredhaan Allah.
Dalam diam, aku juga berharap dapat bertemu Ramadan yang seterusnya.. InshaAllah.

ps: note to self, stop hurting other ppl feelings. they deserve to be happy, ya'know. sometimes honesty & reality hurts.
"They said if you don't let it out
You're gonna let it eat you awayI'd rather be a cannibal, babyAnimals like me don't talk anyway" -The calendar

Sunday, July 1, 2012


I'm sorry, for bringing up the same thing all over again when I knew it wasn't the right time to do it.
Sometimes the emotional side of me could be conquering  out of my conscience.
Ignore what I said, be happy, and focus on your track. With Allah's will, everyone can gain victory..
Let's succeed together, shall we?

InshaAllah. amin :)

Surah al-Syura, Verse 36 & 37:

'Whatever ye are given (here) is (but) a convenience of this life: but that which is with Allah is better and more lasting: (it is) for those who believe and put their trust in their Lord:
Those who avoid the greater crimes and shameful deeds, and, when they are angry even then forgive;'

"The world is three days: As for yesterday, it has vanished. As for tomorrow, you may never see it. As for today, it is yours, so work on it." - Hassan al-Basri

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Hello & Goodbye

Salam everyone. I haven’t been writing for quite some time now. Blame the slow wifi signals & the hectic school schedule! (the same excuse I’ve been using for more than 2 years. Haha)

It’s not that I don’t have the ideas of what to write. Believe me, there are too much dramas going on this year. So much laughter & tears had been poured out through the passing days that I don’t know where to start. But since I’m still breathing, I need to stay strong and lead on my life :)

As a 2nd year dental student, becoming a sophomore is far much different than the freshman year since we are in the pre-clinical stage. This means we have started our practical session of doing restorations in the teeth & producing dentures but all of these are done with the phantom head only, not involving real patients. We had clinical sessions for conservative dentistry (cons), fixed prosthodontics, paediatric dentistry (paeds) & lab session for prosthetic dentistry. All of them are fun, indeed (although sometimes stressful :p). Oh how I miss talking to my island-mates. Ha ha ha.

simulation lab.. you'll be missed :3

So in less than a week, I’ll be sitting for the 2nd Professional Exam. Gulpppp. Can you belieb datt? Honestly, I’m not ready.. this lazy bum tak baca banyak gile lagi topic. Huaaa. All I need now is prayers from all of you, kind readers :) Please pray that Farizah Ramli & all 47 of us, the 2nd year students of Kulliyyah of Dentistry IIUM pass 2nd Pro Exam with flying colours, aminnn. Insha-Allah. Thank you! :D

Please also pray for the health of my classmate, Muhammad Nazim who had an accident yesterday.. Get well soon buddy!


29/6/12 – Dental Materials Science

2/7/12 – General Pathology

4/7/12 – Conservative Dentistry

6/7/12 – Prosthetic Dentistry

9/7/12 – Microbiology & Immunology

11/7/12 – Pharmacology

13/7/12 – OSPE

16-17/7/12 – Viva

Ps: did I mention we need to stayback for another week for tilawah class? Yeah, my semester break will start on the 28th 30th of july. Huhu. 

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Berhenti berharap

Tiba-tiba teringat lagu ni. very nostalgic dudee. band ni famous gila masa high school dulu, around 2004. Ku petik bintang! haha. Here goes, 

Berhenti berharap by Sheila on 7 :)

Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan

Aku pulang
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

Aku pulang
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta ku dapat.. ;)

ps: i wanna be the heartless frz again :) support frz 2.0!! lol XD

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Dental Intervarsity 2012

Salam. it's been a while right? hehe. sorry been busy with stuffss (always/forever busy -.-)

so now i'm gonna update you guys with things that happened on Dental Students Intervarsity Sports Carnival 2012! :D

Date : 03/03/2012
Venue : IIUM Stadium & Sports Complex

basically it's a sports event for all dental students in Malaysia. we invited students from private universities as well, but sadly they couldn't join us. so the universities that took part were UM, UKM, USM, UiTM, USIM and of course the event host, IIUM :)

Games allocated were futsal, volleyball, netball, basketball (3 on 3 male), badminton (single & double), table tennis (single) and not to forget track & field event, 100m & 4x100m. sorry we weren't able to provide more games due to lack of committee members and budget :P

All participants gathered in the IIUM stadium as early as 7.45am in the morning. Thank you to everyone who patiently waited for the Opening Ceremony to start due to the rainy weather. Then, everyone moved to sports complex to register for each game. Games held indoor were volleyball, badminton and table tennis, while netball & basketball were played outdoor. Since the it was still raining, outdoor games couldn't start at 9am as in the schedule, especially when the courts were all wet and slippery. Also because of that, futsal teams decided to play in futsal indoor court, Ulu Tiram. I didn't have the chance to watch them play cuz i need to stay in the complex for announcements. le sigh kinaaa.

volleyball male

final table tennis~ kak assha

badminton double male

badminton single male~ gold medal xD

badminton double female

kak faezin ~ badminton single female


just wanna highlight the button :P

volleyball female ~ gold medal!

love this pic

basketball (indoor -semifinals & finals)

closing ceremony

our iium flag's flipper :p

closing ceremony~

prof muhannad :)

cute MCs :p

prize giving ceremony

congrats capten :)
futsal female - gold medal

USM - overall winner

nice flag huh~

2nd yr students!

congrats UIA :D


Overall results : 
 1) USM (23points) - 6 gold medals
 2) IIUM (21points) - 3 gold medals
 3) UM (20points) - 2 gold medals
 4) UKM (11points) 
 5) UITM (8points) 
 6) USIM (4points)

Congratulations to those who win, and everyone for making this event a success. Sorry for any shortcomings as this is the 1st time for us,IIUM dental students to conduct such a big event. Hopefully we can meet again next year, tata! ;D

p/s: photos credit to anas :) sorry i'm a bit biased :p u can view the rest of the pics in anas album~

Wednesday, February 8, 2012


i wish my mind could be as blank as this. 

stop overthinking pleaseee -.- 

ps: no no, exam's around the corner, sit up straight and get your mind on the notes! :)

flickr stream.
frzee's geoforest park photoset frzee's geoforest park photoset